5more days.. but it seems like goin to be 500years

5more days.. only 5more days.... then i am able to show u all the surprise... but why u choose this time to quarrel with me? i m reali a bad temper guy... but why my gf juz dunwan to listen to me?? why u dunwan to wait for 11th?? why u wana ask me to go sentosa?? urself noe is impossible for me to go.. but y u wanna make urself feel dissapointed?? like i m letting u down?? WHY???

Today i acc my frens because they are leaving tmr ady.. i juz hope to have more time with them.. but u blame me that i never care of u.. dun have ur heart... dun love u anymore.... What u wan me to reply u?? i said u are sorry... i noe its not totally ur fault... but i juz want my gf to listen to me... follow wat i say... not she wants me to follow her.... i told u i wanted to acc my fren but i dun understand why u still have so much to talk?! i dunwan to talk ady is because my fren sitting beside me are listening to wat we talk... and they laugh~ maybe laugh at me... But WHY I SAID PLS HANG UP.. THEN U STILL CALL TO Roger!!!!!! This is wat make me dam pissed off!!! call to other hp to find me!!! u think this is vy funny??!!!

Now is 5.17am 6.9.09.. i juz reach home.. actually i wanted to come home at 12.30am to have a nice slp then go to work in the morning.. but after we quarrel.. i have no mood at all.. i decided to take mc for 3days... sunday is because impossible for me to work ady... is almost time now.. and i not yet slp.. monday nothing special.. tuesday is because i m goin to settle ur car issue.. frankly speaking.. i reali regret to drive ur car... make me so troublesm.. But wat happened is already happened.. i cant deny it... this is my decision..

Another thing i wanted to tell u is......... i smoke ady.... all the thing that happened and because of boring.. i start smoking in the hotel..

Goin to slp ady.. nitez..

""i'm sorry i said the words
i'm sorry i hurt u
i'm sorry to be regret
i just need ur love so much esepcially after sijie's thing... u know when the moment she tells me u n her matter? i dunno how to answer her.. i suffer these by myself...
i din want u 2 feel tat i dun trust u..
pls dun treat me like tat way, i feel so hurt...
my heart is so painful now...
u scolded me, shouted at me, say so many things hurt my heart so deeply... i dun even know how to cope wif these...
i really feel like dying
love can be sweet but can be cruel also...
i'm sorry
if u still want to break up wif me, i will accept... just let me know by tmmr...""

i dunno how to reply u this...