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其实很多男孩子都不知道，

女孩子在冲他们发火后自己转过身却在不断啜泣。

其实很多男孩子都不知道，

女孩子从来不会真正去生他们的气，因为她是真的喜欢他在乎他。

其实很多男孩子都不知道，女孩子只会对自己喜欢的男生唠唠叨叨，

也只会对自己喜欢的人耍性子。

你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，她根本不会来在乎你关心你，怕你做错事情。

你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，她根本不会对你发火不会冲你撒娇让你哄她，

在别人面前她都是淑女。

你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，你根本就没有本事让她哭泣，

让她即使生气也不会超过2天。

而这一切都只是因为她喜欢你，而这一切都因为你还不够在意她不够懂她。

　　
于是，你们时常争吵，你认为她脾气不好，她认为你不够迁就她。

于是，你们总是冷战，你以为她不喜欢你，她以为你不在乎她。

于是，你们总是莫名其妙的彼此错过，也许擦身而过，本身就是一种悲伤着的无奈与幸福。
　　
要知道，凄美依然是美的一种，并且美的绚丽悲凉而沧桑，那是更加的美。

因为她喜欢你，所以她偶尔冲你发火，时常对你撒娇。

因为她喜欢你，所以她才会生你的气；

而又因为喜欢你，她才不会去生气很久。

你可知道，每个女孩子的心都是水晶做的，晶莹剔透，但是很容易就碰伤摔碎。

你可知道，每个女孩子都是不设防的，你那么轻易就闯进她的心，走的时候却只留下伤害。

她从来都不知道，这个世界上根本没有可以让她哭的人，

因为真正值得她哭的那个根本舍不得让她哭。

她会很矜持，
她会很骄傲，
她会很冷淡，
她总是嘴里说着你走开，心里却一直叫你留下。

你了解女孩吗?
　　
请你张开你的耳朵，
也请你打开你的心，
去听她心里真正的呼唤，
而不是她嘴里的口是心非。

她会看着你转身，然后她跟着你转身，当侧身而过的时候，

你看不见她的泪，滂沱在脸上心里。

如果你喜欢她，请你多陪她；
如果你喜欢她，请你多宠她；
如果你喜欢她，请你多让她。
如果你喜欢她，请你去听听她内心的声音，那是呐喊——请拥抱她。


在爱情里，总是彼此伤害，彷佛这样才能证明自己爱得激烈爱到轰轰烈烈。

可是，爱情里没有孰对孰错；

爱情里更加没有你比我多我比你少。

你爱她，她爱你，如此就已经足够。

不要试图让彼此的伤害，让彼此更加脆弱悲伤。

你们彼此相爱，你们需要的是温暖是幸福是甜蜜是快乐，不是伤害。

不要用沉默宣战，不要互不相让，

更不要什么话都不讲就冷漠离去。

要知道，你离去的时候，你的眼睛起了雾，她的眼角泛着泪光。

越是安静战火就越深，这是冷战也是彼此的伤害——

无论是怎么的复合，那些伤口曾经存在，抹不去。

请跟她一个拥抱，用你的拥抱去化解她心里的悲伤与眼角的泪水。

她喜欢你，她绝对不会拒绝你的拥抱，她只会害怕你的冷漠转身无声安静。　
　　　
请记住，相爱的人不要轻易宣战，因为冷战带来的伤害，超出你的预计。

也请记住，只要你喜欢她，没有什么是你接受不了的，

只要你喜欢她，就喜欢她的一切一切。

那么她所有的小性子所有的坏脾气所有的臭毛病，在你眼里都是撒娇。

也请记住，她喜欢你，她需要的不是你真的转身，她嘴里说着的也不是她的真心话。

她只是想你宠她，想你抱她，哪怕，没有道歉。

Upset? Feel bad? Selfish...???

DD...

I'm so upset after reading ur blog...
I guess u are suffering now, right?
Suffered of miserable, lonely, bored...

I know u are trying so hard waiting for me...
I started to be confused...
Am I too selfish?
I'm enjoying my life here everyday and u are suffering there everyday too to being alone sometimes...
My heart feels pain whenever u tell me that no one go for dinner with u...
I was always beside u... Whenever u were hungry, bored, lonely... I was there with u...
But now, I couldn't be there for u whenever u need me...

I'm truly sorry, darling...
I trust u... and I miss u badly too...
Even though we couldn't meet each other, I believe that our heart is holding tight for each other, right?

U really mean a lot to me...
I miss u... I love u...

Sweet dream, darling...

By,
Joy Joy BB~

Life sucks without you

i dun have idea to start blogging anymore.. especially this topic... wat i wan to express is i really miss you my love... 65days more then we can see each other and we may stick together for 1month.. but the challenge is 65days... is seems to be a long time to come.. I am sorry for not giving you any surprise when u were leaving to uk.. for me.... the most surprise is we can stay together.. life reali sucks without you.. btw... i will keep holding on until the 66th days and so on...
BB.. the little babies has gone up to be bigger ady.. i will upload the picture once i capture a perfect 1... but the mummy was vy CRAZY... i think she eaten the other 2 pities... and last night nearly kill another 1 too.... reali pray that the 4babies will be healthier and saver...

I miss you bb.... real missing of you..... I love you..

To u, Vinc DD...

DD... This is my first blog for u in ur blog...
I suddenly feel so so so sorry to u...
I am sorry I couldn't be the first to be with u when u need someone to accompany u to talk...
Perhaps our distance is really getting far and far away now, but please..
Trust me... U are still remain the same important in my heart!

Baby, I am worried that the history will be happened to me again...
But I know u are trying ur best to give me happiness...
I'm looking forward to meet u in Aberdeen soon...
I believe we will have a happy moment for 1 month...

Baby, I love u...

By,
Joy Joy BB~

Letter of Apologies

To Joylyn Ho:

I, Lim Vincent here to apologize to you for my RUDE temper and out of control's anger which made you felt so bad lately and create ur sadness. I am sincerely apologize to you and hope that u will forgive me. What written was written, i can't delete it even through i delete from this blog but it still remain in our heart. I really do not wan the gals to hurt you. At first i really tot she will be just a fren. I smoke is because i got someone to talk to when during smoking. Just now i really hope u can overnight here at least night time we can have a nice talk somemore tmr i dun have to work. but i do not expect that u have to go back bp straight away. I am sorry.

Vincent
01.15am, 8th September 2009.

The last post

I m sorry.. i try to blogging is becoz i want us to have a space to express feeling.. that y i named it "Our Second Home".. but i think i will stop all these right now... i reali have enof.. u r non stop repeating the same thing.. you reali canot wait for our important day.. which is i keep counting down... but i will stop that right now.. Everytime oso like tis... reali cant wait for my surprise.. EVERYTIME!!!!! Sorry that i keep saying u fan.. but i am real FAN! Stop calling me...

Esther... hahaha.... did she send u our chat log? she oni talk to u and tell u nonsense.. u believe her?? i think u do believe her!! if not u wont blame me... Dun tell me u never blame me! bullshit!
i will send u the chat log and u will read!

This will be my last posting.. seems that u cant wait for time to come.. i will show it to u right now!

Here.. i reali wan to have a break.. Lets stop everything right now.. Joylyn Ho.. I WANT TO BREAK UP..

I m not a follower...

Now i understand why both same characteristic of couple is really vy difficult to be together and last long.. Both of us are same! You are a leader.. u can be leader within ur sister gang.. u can make decision for them and u can deny their suggestion.. BUT in my relationship i will be the leader.. i dun like ppl to order me things.. i wan to lead ppl... i give decision.. specially in relationship.. i wan my gf to listen to me.. i wan my gf to follow me... i wan my gf to be a small lady.. NOT she ordering me.. walk infront of me.. I noe ur characteristic use to be tat way.. but if u reali canot change it... same thing will keep happening and please dun blame again n again..

My girl friend please DO NOT do the following:
1. Repeating the same thing
2. Not allow me to acc my fren
3. Ask me to do this n that
4. Do not listen to me
5. Act pro
6. If i ask her to keep quiet please do so..

Thank you very much..

5more days.. but it seems like goin to be 500years

5more days.. only 5more days.... then i am able to show u all the surprise... but why u choose this time to quarrel with me? i m reali a bad temper guy... but why my gf juz dunwan to listen to me?? why u dunwan to wait for 11th?? why u wana ask me to go sentosa?? urself noe is impossible for me to go.. but y u wanna make urself feel dissapointed?? like i m letting u down?? WHY???

Today i acc my frens because they are leaving tmr ady.. i juz hope to have more time with them.. but u blame me that i never care of u.. dun have ur heart... dun love u anymore.... What u wan me to reply u?? i said u are sorry... i noe its not totally ur fault... but i juz want my gf to listen to me... follow wat i say... not she wants me to follow her.... i told u i wanted to acc my fren but i dun understand why u still have so much to talk?! i dunwan to talk ady is because my fren sitting beside me are listening to wat we talk... and they laugh~ maybe laugh at me... But WHY I SAID PLS HANG UP.. THEN U STILL CALL TO Roger!!!!!! This is wat make me dam pissed off!!! call to other hp to find me!!! u think this is vy funny??!!!

Now is 5.17am 6.9.09.. i juz reach home.. actually i wanted to come home at 12.30am to have a nice slp then go to work in the morning.. but after we quarrel.. i have no mood at all.. i decided to take mc for 3days... sunday is because impossible for me to work ady... is almost time now.. and i not yet slp.. monday nothing special.. tuesday is because i m goin to settle ur car issue.. frankly speaking.. i reali regret to drive ur car... make me so troublesm.. But wat happened is already happened.. i cant deny it... this is my decision..

Another thing i wanted to tell u is......... i smoke ady.... all the thing that happened and because of boring.. i start smoking in the hotel..

Goin to slp ady.. nitez..

""i'm sorry i said the words
i'm sorry i hurt u
i'm sorry to be regret
i just need ur love so much esepcially after sijie's thing... u know when the moment she tells me u n her matter? i dunno how to answer her.. i suffer these by myself...
i din want u 2 feel tat i dun trust u..
pls dun treat me like tat way, i feel so hurt...
my heart is so painful now...
u scolded me, shouted at me, say so many things hurt my heart so deeply... i dun even know how to cope wif these...
i really feel like dying
love can be sweet but can be cruel also...
i'm sorry
if u still want to break up wif me, i will accept... just let me know by tmmr...""

i dunno how to reply u this...

Very Important Princess~

VIP= very important princess..?????!@#@!$
princess coming to my hotel?? lol.... of coz not la... how i wish to tell u that why tmr is vy important.. but.. u have to noe.. that is a secret+surprise.. so.. pls forgive me ya...
Here, i tell u the truth.. my VIP= to you= my BB= my important princess... Tmr i m goin to prepare ur present for our anniversary... understand better now?? lol.... "which country's princess?" (wanna laugh loud loud ^^) . For more information pls read the following post.. thank you..

8days more~ tmr will be a important day..

BB.. how are u today?? it was raining juz was when i wanted to come back from hotel..
I am vy excited during the whole day.. noe why? because tmr is my OFF DAY.. and this off day has pack with my schedule.. morning i need to go gym.. then afternoon i will go shopping... at night maybe have dinner with fren.. i noe u sure angry when u read until here.. u sure scolding "go gym la... go shopping with frenz.. enjoy without me.... dinner with fren again.... good la.. no need me ady... " izzit?? but... the reason i m goin to shop is to get u anniversary present.. which you are waiting n waiting until ur neck become longer n longer d..

BB.. today i met a guest in my hotel restaurant.. he is from uk.. and we talk about i m goin to Scotland around this november.. and he remind me to wear at least 4x cloth... he said he had been to Scotland for a few times.. the place is FREEZING~~ during winter... i said is it vy cold? he reply me.. vy vy vy cold... when i experience that weather.. i will tell myself.. "forget about Scotland~". Therefore.. i decided to get u a thick scarf and a hat.. but to get a nice looking 1 is not tat easy+not that cheap.. so i reali pray for tmr that i m able to get 1 for u..

9days to go~

9 days to go.... where?? many ppl asked me this question.. but i never give them the answer.. i keep tat in myself.. because i m looking forward for the day 10th..
Today i wake up late in the morning.. around 630am.. but luckily got a fren who is able to send me to Traders.. along the way to my working place.. i was thinking.. why i cant wake up in the morning.. even through i have set double alarm.. Last night i woke up from my dream with a shock of my hp rang.. by that time, i tot it was ady 530am.. but after 1-2mins.. i slowly recover from the shock and i was trying hard to get my hp which was juz beside me... i realize tat it was oni 1am which mean i oni slp for 2hours.. then i continue slp until i miss my alarm..

Today.. we have more to talk to.. i heard from xiao hui that u were food poisoning and diarrhea the whole day.. i start worry bout ur stomach.. then i took the initiative to ask u.." are u okay? heard that u are sick" then slowly we got more to chat.. i think now u are ady in my house.. according to my mum.. u are goin to visit them before u go oversea.. on d other hand.. u told me that my mum asked u to collect some donation.. but i m fine.. as long as we talk..

I have finally read the page which u wrote on my diary "un-authorizely".. the date was stated 7th august.. i found out this page accidentally when i realize that i have long time never record my daily note.. 1st open up is ady a small note " baby.. pls forgive me write in ur book.. bcoz i do not noe the better place which you will look around when you are free.. hope u read every page sincerely.. lao po.. joyjoy". After that i started to read every page.. every word.. i do not noe whether u copy paste or u came out urself.. but i read it sincerely.. 7.8.2009... 8.8.2009... until the last note.. "Darling, Love is the shortest distance between Hearts... BB joy²"

Now i really wanna tell u something... "bb.. i miss u..."

This is my 1st blog for YOU

This is the 1st and ever blog in my life... previously i never think of blogging like right now and blogging for me is like wasting of time.. i rather use the time for gaming either sleeping..
The reason why i wanted to start blogging because i realize that there were alot.. too much of hard feeling that keep inside my heart but cant express to any1 else especially my closest 1.. No 1 understand me...
Good friend? i ever think of this.. i dun reali know how many good fren tat i have.. wats the different between fren and good fren? the 1 who i took as a good fren.. din really consider me as his good fren.. i was sad... i cant do anything..
Girl friend? currently i have a gal friend but she is goin to oversea.. leaving in another 16days..
she is worried about our future.. she said tat she is lonely.. her bf dun care bout her.. her bf dun share her daily life.. her bf hurt her again n again.. her bf ignore her when she is down.. WAT KIND OF BF IS THIS??!
I admit that i am not a perfect lover.. i love myself.. i put myself in the 1st place sometime.. i like to mix with my friends.. (maybe i have less friend).. i dun think i reali suitable for holding a relationship.. i wanted to change for her... but i lose to myself.. my own attitude.. i am a loser... BIG loser in everything!!!! EVERYTHING...
I hope to share my life with you through this blog... perhaps it will work better way..